Good evening... Just finished bathing. Today is what you might call a 'long' day where so many things happened... Let me just summarise. Woke up late for church today. Took a cab to church. Was only slightly late for the sermon. It was a good sermon by some caucasian guy. It was interesting. After his sermon, his wife came up to pray for the church. I think too be a pastor's wife, you need to be a powerful prayer warrior??? Hahaha... Most of the pastor's or speaker's wives that I know are prayer warriors? (Lyn: take note? hee.) Her words were like a blanket of love around my shoulders. I always forget what they say though... I saw quite a few people tearing.

Ordered pizza for lunch... Had band practice in church... I missed the church drums. Practice ended around 5:30... Rushed to meet the channel people at Park Mall's Fish & Co. for dinner... So many people!!! I think there were 17? Insane... hahaha. We were supposed to go watch a movie after dinner but ended up slacking in the arcade at Plaza Singapura. After that we walked to somerset and I had a mushroom swiss double meal... I've really been eating a lot these few weeks...I'm gonna be fat! YAY!

Last night I asked God about whether I should be the one talking to Eileen... I prayed till I fell asleep. I asked Him to give me 3 clear signs or confirmations... I've gotten one this morning in church? When the speaker talked about doing what is right for God even though it hurts. Please remember that I don't want to do it. I'd rather not get emotionally hurt again. Still need 2 more if God wants me to. My parents just went to pick Auntie Juling from the airport... Yay... My dashboard confessional T-shirts are coming!!! :P

::: Lyric of the Day :::
That's when I knew I could never have you
I knew that before you did
Still I'm the one who's stupid
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I never been so alone
And I've never been so alive